...deny me to myself 
 

    you won't look at me anymore,
      what is it you're afraid of?
     what don't you want to see?
       do you smile because you're happy
      or do you know no other way?

     and if i thought i knew you,
      forgive me for my lies
     i used them so you'd know me,
       at least i fucking tried.
	 
     i never beat you down
      i never used you up
     and did i ever turn away
       you found a better way to live?